current happenings in my life

its been some time after my last post...i really want this blog to be added up regularly..
but sometimes this hands and mind are too lazy too do it..
so when im in the mood...it is updated...
there are some things occured recently in my life...
some sad...
some happy..
some is delicious.
some is fun...
a lot of it in one..
firstly,,da sad phase of life in me..
its my first tyme to hav a kitten..
the story started when there are some purring sound of the kitty for two days
outside my house..
i dun noe who left it alone there..
untill i realized it has no mother..
so i took it in..
i buy some stuff for it
like food..
its poo place....
its toys...shampoo..
stuffs like dat..
its been sum happy time with it..
when i went back home everyday
when i woke up everyday.
it would do its loudest "miaow"
to get my attention..
but b4 i went to my holiday..
i would one some1 to take care ov it.
at dat tyme..
it was sick.
i thought i would want to sent her to the vet..
soon after my holiday its over..
but..
it cant make it..
my friend dat i ask for a favor..
told it..
im so sorry for it..
myb its my fault..
but it would be one ov da best moments in my life!!!
hav a rest blacky..
i miz u..

olydAY??

xsbar2..
untuk menanti....
berdebar2...
pnuh rase di hati..
pergi jauh...
mencari pemandangan indah..
memberi cahaya..
ketenangan di hati..
here i go!!
pulau redang!!
luv beautiful islands,,
coral n seas hehe

damn it.

i did again...
its not suppose 2 hppen..
but did it again...
its all about my reign
in me again...
dcides??
makin decision...
follow ur heart....
mind thinkin a lot...
nxt tyme...
do it wisely..
chose wisely..
ta8 sumtime 2 deal wit it.
learn it..
noe it..
b4 fall into it..
its not hard isnt it??
hurm

why cant we

why do we quarell
when we are mad..
dont we think this all..
are making it bad...
the are some things
that we juz cant see...
cuz all this love is
making us all blind..

why cant we...
make us become more happier...
why cant we
juz try and make it better....
juz at times..
it juz makes us wonders....
is this love..
are going to make us better....

yo!
now lets break it down...
why dont we try and make it better..
juz one thing that makes us together..
that is love love love..
makes us ha ha ha..
jz laugh it all u can...
and take my hand...
and please dont lose..
hold tightly as u can
coz when we're 2gether..
theres nothing better
dreamt a place 2gether
and live there forever


so why do people had to take a place.....
coz everyting they do...
theres an effect there...
but is everything they do..
dont make us break and...
i begging my heart oh please....
make urself understand what i pleased....
theres nothing special apart from her..
and dont think about others but juz her...
coz the only thing in my mind is i luv her...

one interest in me
is how could i..
how could i be as cruel as i am
making u sad...
making u cry
until u dont care..
u find other people...
to lend a shoulder....
u talk to people
what i did to you....
it gaves me a crush
so i want to say sory...
u love me so much....
but i dont give a worry....
the person who makes me....
the one she loves the most..
and teaches me wo ai ni
so baby,..
wo hen hen ai ni the most..

jz 4 u....my baby...

BAru-Baru Belake...

hurm..
lets see....
(the following is managed from latest to previous)
1. back loving again
2. bad hair day
3. trip to langkawi...
4. holiday started..
??????????

BAru-Baru Belake...

AKU back???

lme gle xupdate blog kuh ny...
ksian ku lihat....
hidup ku tunggang langgang...
mcm sial pn ad..
kadang-kadang....
pening kepala..
mcm kepalang...
tp lme2 tetap...
terawang-awang...
di tempat...
yang.
sama....
keh2..

hati?

dalam hati
membuka cara
behati-hati
berbudi bicara
sana sini
kenalan bersama
rasa hati
selalu tertanya
apa hati
cuba berkata
maksud hati
padanya
masih ternanti-nanti
sekian lamanya
pada pasti
untuk selamanya
kata hati
terus menyala
terus menanti
dalam kelana.....
hidup sepi
kadang merana
walau 'happy'
parah dirasa..

i..
am a person...
normal person..
not perfect like everyone else...
its always ok to try and be perfect.
but don't ever overdoing it.
thoughts u are spreading out..
things u say...
everything u see...
is knowledge..
noe suppose to be like everything u learn manually..
its all about life...
life is meaningful...
life is beautiful..
life is always to be yours to plan..
so cherish it...
for ur own future....
peace!

indie

dalam dunia ny
kte kena pijak atas kaki sndri...
itu la mksd..
berdikari,merdeka...
smua org tak trbuka lagi minda mereka.
dari smua aspek..
tapi aku sedang dalam proses.
mmbuka minda ku...
ke satu tahap yang lebih tinggi....
xkisah la dalam kehidupan,pemikiran,persahabatan,
pape j...
yg pnting bile da sampai satu tahap matang..
ia teramat la...
menyenangkan..;D